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    Wednesday, May 23rd, 2007
    7:43 pm
    Get yo penis out mah face...beotch.
    Seriously Allison.
    It's small and hairy and needs to be put away.
    Kay?

    I have Ithyphallophobia.
    Believe me...it's terrible.
    What's with me and penis today?

    So who wants to work for me friday?
    Because some bitch wont do it and I want to hang out with Katharina and Matt.
    And I will damnit!
    Even if I have to call in a say I have shit on my hands.
    [Uhhh wtf Matt?]

    About 17 more days until Honda Civic Tour!!
    Yeahhh bitches!
    And Alli's mom better let her go...or I WILL have a hissy fit.
    On her face.
    :|

    I think I'm a bad person.
    One of my good friends is always hanging around with the guy I like.
    I think she likes him, but I don't know.
    Soo jealz.
    =[ 
    Whatever...not like he'll ever like me anyway.
    Never has.
    -Diez-....enough with the wallowing in self pity.

    I'm going to china town!
    I don't really like chinese food except egg rolls and rice.
    but its for my nephew's one monther and I miss him.
    =[

    I just IMed Kevin and told him he's hot.
    LMAO.
    He's not...he has a vag.
    Ew.

    Your secrets out and the best part is it isn't even a good one. And it's mind over you don't don't matter.

    Current Mood: crushed
    Current Music: Get busy living, get busy dying-Fall Out Boy
    Thursday, April 12th, 2007
    8:25 pm
    Schwhat??
    It's already been almost 2 months since i last posted?
    Wtf?
    Time flies wayyy too fast.
    I hit enter tooooo much. :|

    Uhmm so yeah.
    Happy B-day to Debronn.
    Shave your face please or I will no longer love you in the same way.

    Allison...I'm talking to you in Cheesepuffs right now.
    Ahahaha.
    P.S. I agree with Misti. Anonymous is totally Pete and he's there to show his unrequitted love for you.
    Or it's a 50 year old man in a dress.
    Either way....creepy.

    P.P.S. to everyone who reads this [[which is pretty much only Allison]]
    Cheesepuffs>than you.
    Me, Allison, and Joe have had some good times in it.
    And you will never know the great sensation of being there.
    Be jealz kay?

    I am sick of this weather.
    Wtf April? Snow? What is wrong with you.
    -stabs-

    Seriously I don't know what to write in here.
    If you have any ideas send some my way.
    Kthnx.

    Current Mood: nostalgic
    Monday, February 19th, 2007
    8:53 pm
    You wanna see my what?
    Okay just going to write down what I did today since this is a journal and that's rly what they're for.
    I guess.

    -Woke up at 6:30 because my room was hot as hell.
    -Got ready and Kristie and Nicole picked me up at 10 to go to McDonalds and get some breakfast.
    -Went to Megan's house to watch Kennedy and Logan
    -Went to Stardust bowl to see Brandon, Drew, and Derek and let the kids bowl.
    -Went back to Megan's to eat and watch Nightmare Before Christmas.
    -Went to Fox Bowl to drop off Nicole and see some people.
    -Went to Wheaton Bowl [i swear i don't live at bowling alleys] and said hey to some people and stayed for like a half an hour.
    -Went to McDonalds and got my chocolate shake...damnit.
    -Came home and IMed a bunch of people.

    Woot
    and some people are pissing me off [Allison knows who i'm talking about but i can't name them because they have an LJ]
    so yeah fun times
    gonna blast IOH and dance because this chocolate shake is making me wired yet sleepy
    wonderful mix
    :|
    adios!

    omg i totally forgot to let my cat out of the room
    scared the crap outta me

    yeah that's all now

    Current Mood: el oh el
    Current Music: IOH baby
    Sunday, February 18th, 2007
    7:57 pm
    dun dun dunnnn
    Hokay so, this is the earth.
    :|

    -Is extremely bored-
    Who wants to hang out with me tomorrow.
    No one because no one reads this thing. 
    Excellent.

    I need a new picture because the one up there is from uhhh 2 years ago.
    Just going to wait until I take more.
    Who wants to come with me to do that?
    :|

    So yeah
    bout that double date
    haha Allison.

    Watch Mike isn't even friends with Wentz anymore.
    That'd be so lucky :|
    -coughsarcasmcough-
    Okay so I realized i'm pretty much just putting all my thoughts down here now.
    That works there's nothing else to put in this damn thing.
    I can put what i did this weekend.

    Friday:
    -Went to basketball game. Wheaton North lost to Glenbard East and i'm going to slap that screaming girl.
    -Kristie and Nicole picked me up and we went to Wheaton Bowl.
    -Got some McDonalds. Blah
    -and i don't think we did anything else...not that i can remember.

    Saturday:
    -Went up to Wheaton Bowl and got my bowling bag.
    -Went to Fox Bowl and got Nicole's glasses. [we live in bowling alleys if you couldnt tell]
    -Went back to Kristie's for this Mary Kay spa thing. We made Jacob look pretty lol
    -Went to Roselle for pepsi. I did horrible.
    -Went to Kristie's and played the dice game with her mom.
    yes we have lives :|

    Today:
    -Went to lisle bowl and ate pancakes
    -Bowl flirt bowl flirt
    -Went to work at Jack Straws
    -Christie drove me home and driving like a crazy woman.
    -Sitting here 'eating frosties' with Allison...even though she lives about 3 hours away
    :|

    long post
    whatever i have nothing better to do

    Current Mood: blah
    Thursday, February 15th, 2007
    7:54 pm
    I'm alright in bed, but I'm better with a pen.
    Okay so I decided I'm using this thing to wite personal thoughts/writing/lyrics and shit like that.
    Since no one's going to really read this [except Allison but ifl her] and I need a place to organize my thoughts.
    Here's a piece of writing I did like a month ago inspired after I read a part of Hey Chris' book and added more on as I was writing it tonight.
    Credited lines: Lyrics from Fall Out Boy and Panic! At The Disco. And a line from a movie I can't remember.
    Lol sorry.

    My life is spiraling. Full of fakes, superficial facades. I know what it all means. Do you? Since when am I a character. Acharecter in Gods cruel game. Is this a joke? Should I laugh, point, make fun? No. I should sit here and ignore it. Take it all for granted. That’s what it’s all about isn’t it? Thought so. This is so incomplete, so purposeless. There’s no meaning or point. I don’t get it. Why bother? Befriended by my only friend. Is there hope for me yet? Lying awake. Thoughts constantly running through my mind. I know this is normal, but what does it all mean? Is it a sign, is there a significance? Home wrecker, heart of gold. I can’t stand it anymore. I try to run. I run into oblivion. Never ending tunnel. A battle to the end of time. Will I make it? I sure as hell hope so. No one likes the sense of being lost forever. Time machine or time warp? You’ll never know. Don’t let it get the better of you. I don’t like the outcome. Stupid, arrogant, whore, which do you prefer? You will be labeled, don’t try to get out of it. No knives, no pills, it’s hopeless. Don’t bother. You’re trapped. Trapped to eternity. I’m just along for the ride. I thought a roller coaster would be more fun. The ups and downs. The loops and twists. Don’t judge a book by its cover. I have motion sickness and it’s running 24/7. The best part of believe is the lie. Best line I ever heard. I could quote you all day but it wont make a difference. No one will listen. Everyone can stay the same until the world comes to a halt. Then what? You’re pretty much screwed. I know you can’t accept that, but you have to face the facts. I wish I was of consenting age. Do you know why? So I can kick the crap out of you. Stop by this disaster town and take me away. Take me far away. Do you think the same scene everyday is exciting? Don’t you wish you could look out the window the next morning and see a while new horizon? Ahh the life of touring. Is there a way to be able to live that life and not have to be musically talented? Not have to be in all the ‘teen’ magazines and have people know more about you than you know about yourself? Is that possible? Teach me all you know I swear I’ll listen. It ends tonight baby and I don’t know where to go from here. This love is for real and I feel like I’m running on empty. This sure as hell ain’t normal. There’s a feeling of forgetfulness. Makes me cringe at the thought of memory. Brain pumping, pulse racing. The actions are overwhelming. I don’t need your sympathy, I’m accommodating with self pity. Let it go, you can’t help me now. I shower it off and get right back to the beginning. The memory is there but the evidence is long gone. I try to put two and two together, but my math seems to be slipping. I get Fs in psychology because I’m having a hard time trying to read your mind. Wont you give me a hint? A push in the right direction? Why would you do that for me? I only gave you everything I owned. Everything my heart desired. Cliché? Yes. Do I really care? No. I’m aware I answer my own questions, but were you there to give me answers? There to hold my hand? Caress the tender heart and rejoice in your own damn way. God may care, but frankly my dear, I don’t give a damn.



    Current Mood: content
    Current Music: Hum Hallelujah- Fall Out Boy
    6:35 pm
    woosh
    So i've had this thing for 10 months and totally forgot about it.
    but of course Allison is making me use it...but it's k cuz she's getting her hair cut and i'm bored anyway.
    [watching through video camera to make sure they don't fuck up her hair]
    el oh el

    Brandon finally stopped texting me.
    -thanks god we have a text plan-
    :|

    Finally 16
    wooot!
    Still upset about the whole missing FOB twice in one week thing.
    but i'll get over it. [getting fake ID soon] lol Jen.
    I usually know what to write in journals
    I had a xanga that i wrote in like everyday
    [ www.xanga.com/hyperchild0214 ]
    if you want to read my oooolllldddd journals
    uh yeah gonn go do laundry now
    -Sara Lynniepoo-

    Current Mood: like always
    Current Music: Jimmy Neutron..lol
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